12/28/13
1:43 am
I feel lost. I feel gross. I feel resentful, angry, worried, anxious.
I feel trapped, bogged-down, scattered. I feel like the clutter is creeping in and keeping me. I feel far away from myself. I feel like I've given up. I feel like I'm not good enough, not doing enough, not changing enough.
I feel like I'm not living up to my own expectations. I feel bored with my job. I feel alone. I feel chaotic, frantic, pissed-off. I feel like I have surrendered my life to some lesser version of me. I feel owned by my things. I feel isolated. I feel like darkness, like lying down and nothing. I feel like the world around me is buzzing full of life and light and energy and all I can do is be mud and hope. I feel uncomfortable, like this is not where I'm supposed to be or who I'm supposed to be. I feel behind in life. I feel pointless.
I am more than this. I am more than feelings. I am more than stuff. I can project. I can feel better, feel love, feel incredible. I can feel whole without illusion of acceptance. I can let it in. I can feel light. I can feel expansion. I can let the sun shine in. I can let others care and tend to me. I can open doors. I can give. I can love. I can give love. I can feel love.
I feel appreciation. I feel dawning. I feel gratitude. I feel absurd. I feel like a child. I feel like laughing. I feel like I just came out on the other side. I feel connection, thoughts, worth.
I feel settled, alarmed, patient. I feel wooed, strong, vibrant. I feel connected.
Thankful Grateful Courageous
I love it. And I feel a lot of it myself. <3
ReplyDeleteI think that's why I wasn't so terrified of posting this... if I feel it, then surely others feel it too. Maybe it helps. :)
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